I miss her..... She has been on my mind daily. I wonder where she is, if she is okay, if she is happy or sad. I wonder if she feels all alone, and that makes my heart so sad for her. Feeling like you have no one in the world, feeling so alone can be such a dark place, I have been there, and I hate to think that, that is where she may be. I hope that she knows that no matter what I will always love her, and no matter what she will always have family that is willing to be there for her. I hope one day she finds the strength to put aside her anger and hate and let those who love her in. Her being completely absent from our lives has been so hard, much like a death, and the one it has effected the most is Patrick. Patrick always talks of her, and says how much he misses her, and it is so sad that she has chosen to distance herself from even him. She can call at any time to speak with him, I would never keep the two apart, and made sure I asked her before she left that she would stay in contact. I hope she knows that she can reach out, and for whatever reason she has not, I hope she can work past it.
I wish her nothing but Peace, inside her mind and body.
I wish her nothing but love, that she feels it, so much she wants to share it, and accept it.
I wish her happiness.
I wish her success.
I wish her strength.
I wish her self confidence.
I wish her good health.
I wish her courage to discover new things about the world and herself.
I wish for her the feeling of wholeness.
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I wish too. I love her and I miss her, and I am worried sick about her. I will always be there for her no matter what.
I'm sorry, little Patrick. My SONshine went through this with every single relative for 4 years, but in the end, his personality was gregarious and overwhelmingly generous and he now welcomes those who were gone, but understands that his Momma and Papa (and now sister) are his reliable people. Poor little Patrick. Maybe giving him a picture of her to carry around? It's magnanimous of you to listen to him speak of her and to encourage their relationship (I may be wrong,but am assuming the parting was not gentle between the two of you.) I know many people who wouldn't be so open; you're a good momma.
Thanks Kate, that is a good idea. I think I will get him a photo of her for him, of his very own. Yes our parting was not great, but we do miss her so much, regardless of what she may say or think. It's sad to see how much it has effected Patrick though. One of these days things will smooth out I am sure.
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