Tired

I am tired. I feel so worn out. Is this a bad thing for me to be saying here? I really don't have any other place to say it.

I hate to complain, and typically, I am the positive energetic type, but lately.....well..........

I feel misunderstood, under appreciated, and invisible.

I don't know what to do about it.
Normally, it passes. I usually tell myself not to sweat the small stuff and to accept whatever has happened with a grain of salt. See the positive, put a smile on my face and move forward. But it has been harder for me to do, especially lately. I can't help but think that some things need to be addressed if they keep coming up, but I don't know. Am I making to big of a deal of it? Should I just let it go?

I got to that point this evening, where I felt just so tired, so overworked, so done, that I was having trouble even talking, as if I laked the strength to mutter the words, "yeah, I'm fine", which you all now know is not truth.

When I sit and try to think of what truly is the problem with me at this point I tell myself the same thing over and over. "I am just so tired.........of everything." I feel like I am eighty. My body hurts, and is neglected. I am mentally exhausted beyond belief, and my stress level is through the roof, and even though I know it may not be true, feel like a complete stranger would get me more than my husband right now.

Why is that?

I pride myself really, in usually having it together. Most of the time I feel incredibly happy, and love my life.

And don't get me wrong, I do. I have everything I need, and some. I have some of what I want, and am thankful for all of it. I have two children I adore and love more than my life. I have a husband who treats me well 99% of the time.

I sit here and go, wow, I have it pretty dang good, what the hell is the matter with me? Like many, I am sure, I have complaints, who doesn't? But, still..........something is bothering me, and I hate being in a funk.

Well, can't blog anymore, now I am sick of myself as well, lol. I feel like the donkey Eore.