Thursday, June 4, 2009

29 Weeks going on 40


   Well, once we hit 30, there is only 10 weeks left. Guess I better start getting things really put together huh? The baby is the topic of most conversations right now, which I suppose is a good thing, because it helps us mentally prepare for a new member of the family. I have started talking to Patrick about all of the wonderful things about having a new baby, but I have also started to prepare him for the things he may not like. I am worried about the fragile emotional state of my child, lol. I know to some this sounds preposterous, but we have practiced attachment parenting in our home, and we have really tried to be emotionally there for Patrick, when he needs us, and to tend to his insecurities and so on. I am a little nervous to see how everything will work out, but have faith that it will.
   The baby is not moving as much as it had been w
eeks previous, I am told this is common to feel a lot of activity, 
and then little, due to a tighter space. I still keep dreaming that the baby is born, and it is in fact a girl. At this point I have decided to just state it, It's a girl. If I am wrong, then I was wro
ng, but I figure I might as well have some faith and believe she's a she. She is probably very upset at me right now, because I have been sick for the last week with a cold. Every time I cough, my abdomen muscles tighten and squeeze the baby, I can feel the baby move after I have coughed a few times, lol. I have been miserable but for like the first time in like..ever, I was taken care of while sick. Jerry left work early the other day so he could come home and help me, and my mother spent most of her day off over, cooking for me and playing with Patrick so I could get some rest. Thanks!
   
Well, I would love some pregnancy photos
 of myself because,
 well I would, I never did any with
 Patrick and wish that I had, but I am not willing to pay up the butt for them. That's right I said, up the butt! Everyone in town wants too much, and my god, Christi Cross wants $250 just for the session, that's not including the photos, and just between you and me.......she's not that good! Did I say that to loud? Lol, so I have decided to take some of my own, and will attempt to do the same until I, "POP". 
It is hard to photograph yourself, especially when you have a child
 hopping in and out of the frame and sticking their hands in....lol, what a little turd he was. But I got one with him as well.


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